Friday, December 23, 2022

Almost Christmas

Almost Christmas by Heidi Staples at Fabric Mutt

Confession: I really wasn't in the mood for Christmas this year.

When the end of November rolled around and it was time to start putting up decorations, I just didn't have the heart for it. Everything seemed so pointless. All that work, and it was coming down in a month anyway. The very thought of digging those boxes out again made me exhausted...

I went shopping for the small gifts I use for the girls' Advent calendar each year, and instead of getting excited as I walked through the aisles of the Christmas section at Target, I felt tired and overstimulated. It was all too noisy, too expensive, too much. What did any of this have to do with anything? I came home empty handed and flopped down on the couch, wondering aloud to my husband if he had any idea what the heck was wrong with me. I couldn't ever remember feeling this unexcited about my favorite season. 

Christmas Decor by Heidi Staples at Fabric Mutt

I spent a weekend in the doldrums over my unexpected lack of Christmas spirit, and then I decided that it was time to get over it, whether I felt like it or not. Decorations were set out, presents were wrapped, parties of all kinds were attended. Day by day, we've been ticking the usual December activities off our list: enjoying cookies and cocoa, watching favorite Christmas movies, and heading out to see the lights after dark. And while I haven't had any grand revelations like Ebenezer Scrooge, I've found that sometimes you just have to get started doing the right thing before the feelings come along after you. As a Christian, December 25th is a reminder each year that there's a God Who loves me and went to a whole lot of trouble to show it. His love is always there even when I'm not at my best, and that hope is what keeps me going every day of the year.

Christmas Advent Calendar by Heidi Staples at Fabric Mutt

Of course, once I settled down and finally started enjoying myself, I immediately came down with a case of strep throat that looked ready to derail the whole thing. But isn't it funny how things work out sometimes? This may have been the most relaxed I've ever been in the days leading up to the holiday. Instead of running around trying to make everything perfect at the last minute, I've suddenly been forced to sit back and take it all in. Sick or not, I've thoroughly enjoyed watching my dear girls take over the Christmas cooking (with delicious results!), laughing together with my family around the fireplace in the evenings, and sitting on the couch enjoying the twinkle lights that Mom and I spread all over the house this year. I'm hoping to even pick up a little hand quilting project later today if I feel up to it. 

So it's almost Christmas, and I'm going to enjoy it while it's here. I hope you do too, friends.

Merry Christmas.


  1. We're not even having our "Christmas" until December 31st, due to illness in the family, so not a whole lot of Christmas spirit here, but onwards and upwards as they say!! Merry Christmas

  2. I so understand the feelings. With both kids birthdays right before Christmas I've always been running around like a crazy person to get it all done. Thankfully this year things went a lot smoother and I actually had everything wrapped before Christmas Eve. I still vow to do some things earlier next year, and I might actually be able to follow through on a few of those, but I've relaxed my expectations over the years and slowly it's becoming less stressful.

    I hope you are feeling better by now and were able to enjoy the day.

  3. I think we must be related (haha). I felt the same as you, and had such a difficult time getting exited about getting things out to decorate. We are in the middle of a quilt room renov (yay) but because of that, there is no room in our small living room for a tree. So we were going to put one on the deck, but missed the times when the lots were open. We improvised. Then, two days before Christmas Eve, hubs tested positive for Covid. Since I was sick as well, we pretty much figured I had it too. So it's been a quiet holiday - we will hopefully celebrate Christmas with our kids this coming weekend.


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